My internet connection is acting up. My scanner is acting up. It would seem there is a cosmic conspiracy to keep me from working on paper dolls. Not the least of which is me: rethinking everything because I am frustrated with how sometimes watercolors are just groovy and easy and everything is cake and other times, they are just the bane of my existence. And not for any particular reason at the moment except that I somehow don't have the energy for them. Which is pitiful.
Also pitiful is that I keep looking at other people's cool paper dolls and thinking everything I do it bleh and beh. And I know it's not true (all dolls are unique and interesting ~ it's why I love them!). But naturally there's some weird part of me that just wants something different than what I can do. It's been my Achilles my whole life and now it's pouring over into paper dolls, which are supposed to be my respite from perfectionism. So I had to post something to prove that I did try to work on stuff this weekend, but it may be a while yet before I post the real deals since I can't seem to shoe horn my head out of my [unmentionable]. And the scanner is cranky. And the internet connection is cranky. And I am cranky.
Will return shortly with fresh perspective, I hope! And more cool stuff!
Also pitiful is that I keep looking at other people's cool paper dolls and thinking everything I do it bleh and beh. And I know it's not true (all dolls are unique and interesting ~ it's why I love them!). But naturally there's some weird part of me that just wants something different than what I can do. It's been my Achilles my whole life and now it's pouring over into paper dolls, which are supposed to be my respite from perfectionism. So I had to post something to prove that I did try to work on stuff this weekend, but it may be a while yet before I post the real deals since I can't seem to shoe horn my head out of my [unmentionable]. And the scanner is cranky. And the internet connection is cranky. And I am cranky.
Will return shortly with fresh perspective, I hope! And more cool stuff!
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